Hopefully Patient

Sat Jan 31

you’re… exploring a new city while building a new, albeit temporary, home.
i’m… in the same rut i was in before we met, not in a home but a temporary steadfast.
you’re… beginning a new job, learning the ins and outs of your workplace.
i’m… with the same teachers, classes, and assignments i previously loathed.
you’re… meeting new people, seeing new things, living new life.
i’m… not meeting anyone, seeing sights i saw with you, living life without your company.
you’re… busy in your fastpaced world, not looking back.
i’m… lonely in my slowpaced days, struggling to look forward.
you’re… my future. my wants. my dreams. everything i could ever imagine needing in this world.
i’m… a nice girl who kept you company on your last business stay.
you’re… content in your life, looking forward to better days.
i’m… not sure who i’m more disappointed with;
your… lack of effort, acknowledgement, perseverence, or
my… lack of ability to let you enjoy your adventure without me.

you’re… what i need, but i hope you realize

i’m… yours.